Since I started my gaming life with the first Final
Fantasy on the NES, I’ve I’ve encountered two types of gamers over the
years. The first is the watcher, experiencing the game in the third person –
connecting with with the game world from the third person, acting like the
game’s God. The second is more me – and that’s the player that not so much
sees him or herself outside of the game looking down, but draws parallels to
the characters and identifies with them. And it’s interesting
to see what kind of characters one identifies with since I do
think it says a lot about that person. It’s a combination of what we see in
ourselves and maybe a little bit of something we’d love to see in ourselves
too. What’s coming next doesn’t really apply to that first type of gamer, since
what i’m talking about is player identification with characters. But
like I said the second type is all me. And there’s a lot of different
archetypes that players like me could identify with.
To break it down a little better, let’s work with some
material we should all be familiar with –
the Lord of the Rings trilogy. Let’s look at a few of of
the characters and how they’re portrayed through archetypes in book and
film. Not a complete list, but here we go:
- The
Hero: Aragorn (ok arguably Frodo but I’m sticking with the son of
Arathorn here) – the central character around whose journey we see things,
struggling to find himself and realize his true potential.
- The
Sidekick: Legolas (or Sam if Frodo’s your hero) – The hero’s
trusty and faithful companion. Not the main character in the story but
without their help the hero would fall.
- The
Sage: Gandalf – the wise old man there to offer guidance to our
young hero and unlock their hidden potential.
- The
Villain: Sauron – for whatever their reason, just wants to watch
the world burn.
- The
Trickster: Pippin – through their actions they mess with everyone
else’s plans, but inherently their antics magically help save the day.
- The
Maiden: Arwen – the intuitive female and usually the
hero’s counterpart.
- The
Mother: Galadriel – Nurturing and love.
- The
Shapeshifter: Smeagol/Gollum – Brings uncertainty to the hero’s
journey, possibly a turncoat bastard.
So there are more than that depending on who you’re talking
to, and yes in modern times a lot of these are subject to modification, but I
think you’re picking up what I’m putting down. We can see them as character
classes.
(short break for game rage – if you roll a rogue in World
of Warcraft, I’m going to give you hell for your overt trickery and
cowardice on principle).
When I was young I always identified with the classic hero.
Strolling through killing monsters with sword and board, pushing the attack,
and fulfilling prophecies sounded pretty good. Going back to that Final
Fantasy on the NES, my lead character was a fighter named Tush (we
only had the 4 letters in the 8-bit days). I’d set up my support and away
I’d go. I wouldn’t lead with a black belt character for example, because in my
head “the guy leading the charge doesn’t wear wooden armor, what’s with
that?” And in every RPG since then for a long time, that continued. Little
did I know until later that this mildly squishy character evolves to become the
game’s best pure physical damage dealer by a mile – unarmed to
boot. The same holds with Gandalf in our Lord of the Rings comparison
– how much did you cringe when he didn’t know which way to go in Moria? or when
he was chilling with his pipe weed from the shire? Little did we know that wasn’t
even his final form. Gandalf the White tore it up in
Minas Tirith and worked with the story’s trickster to (surprise) trick everyone
into lighting the beacons for the greater good.
Ironically now I’m a Jiu Jitsu blue belt with a penchant for
collar chokes so you know, things change. My retro-apologies to the black belt
class back in ’89.
As we get older (or at least as I got older), we change into
different people that place higher value on different parts of life, and have a
more balanced and nuanced view of ourselves, including which traits we foster
and which we ignore. It’s like our stat sheet changes, we level up like mad,
and we start multiclassing for the sake of party balance.
I stopped identifying with the brash and unexperienced hero.
There’s a fading amount of that material I connect with anymore. It’s different
seeing what’s around us instead of understanding only what we can
see. Shooting from the hip was replaced with forethought and battle plans
long ago. So who I do see more of myself in is the Sage. I’ve done a
lot, I’ve gone through a number of trials and tribulations, and now I have
wisdom to pass down and help people as a seasoned sage. I help coach kids
in martial arts. I mentor younger geeks trying to make a name in the
field. Struggles are different, and one sees thing with a wider lens. I’ve gone
from Tidus to Auron. Wrynn to Khadgar. Pharah to Ana. Neo to Morpheus.
Wolverine to… well, Wolverine.
And that seriously affects how I play games these days. As
much as the internet has turned Overwatch‘s Soldier:76 into a old
man dad for all the other characters for example, there’s pieces of him I can
get on board with. Sometimes one feels grizzled or grumpy, or hell I’ll say it,
Clint Eastwood-y. And Soldier:76 kind of speaks to that. He can still do damage
but can take care of others with heals. And he’s not ashamed to use tech to
help him get the job done. Tactical visor activated all up in this
point, bastards.
I heal more too. While when I started World of
Warcraft I wasn’t about to heal any dungeons, but now in Overwatch I
break it down with LĂșcio keeping everyone up with those heals. Healer and
Mage classes that stack intelligence over strength speak louder to me now,
because that’s my primary stat in life. I live because of my
brain, and manipulate tech to do my bidding with a digital staff which doubles
as a whoopin’ stick for young whippersnappers that get insolent.
It’s not just games this holds true for – there are other
spheres of geek media that this spill over into. I have more appreciation for a
well written complex character who’s a little bit older but has far more depth.
Because I’d like to believe that about myself. Dumbledore was my homeboy in
the Harry Potter series, and I know this may come as a
shock and some of you may get a bit angry for what I’m about to say,
but Peter Capaldi’s my Doctor in Doctor
Who, more so than Matt Smith and David Tennant.
I’m not saying that there’s no room for young and hotheaded
in the games I play. I’m just saying people change, and their tastes in things
like this, while mundane to most, weirdly have a lot to say on who we are. And
I’m in a place now where I can appreciate that.
Because make no mistake – I still have my means for taking
down the metaphorical Ganons out there like a champ but…
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